Funny story, this is. Someone from the Health Sci. department sent me a message saying I received a rose (Health Sci. stress week shiz. :D). So I was wondering who sent it. I was with friends with a received the message by the way. So yeah, we went to the dep to get it. Too bad I forgot to take a picture of what it said though. But in a nutshell, iit said it came from someone who fancies calling himself Jealous Boy and it also said that he's jealous of all the guys I paid attention to.

Definitely a joke! I KNOW RIGHT?? Yes, I'm talking to myself. :D

So my friends were smiling at me because I had an admirer...HAHAHA

But yes, three fools played a trick on me, and a really funny one at that. I think it's sweet actually. But just for the 411, I wasn't excited to find out I had an admirer. BLEHH.

And yes, I know all of this sounds so incoherent and disorganized. Believe me, had it not been for the picture and my FREAK (yeah that's right, FREAK) edit, I wouldn't blog at all. HA!

I honestly don't know what I want right now. And for the record, I didn't even think of a good way to start off this post. Personally, I think what I wrote meant nothing and that it was just on my head when I was about to begin this, hence that random sentence - something that sounds (I don't know) emo? But really, it has nothing to do with me.

I think I just realized I can't help but blog. I saw this site and was jealous and told myself I'm fixing mine. But I don't know the extent of this temporary hype...because sooner or later it will be like the passion Ms. Martin was talking about earlier in Lit class, it'll die out. So given that it's still here right now, I don't know, I might just well continue pressing these lettered buttons. :D

Contrary to that smile which I find rather settling, I don't feel very well. My week was honestly bad and I've not been eating well since Monday. I've not had a good sleep and throughout the entire week, my stomach has been annoying me like crazy. Fact is, BV just keeps penetrating you until you realize you really can't deal with so much of it, much to your relief.

I was just wondering; if I were as free-spirited as I sometimes appear to be, then why do I feel so restricted. It's frustrating having to be aware that you're wearing a straight jacket. And in the end, all your efforts to break it are a waste because there's really nothing you can do.

I know I sound so pathetic thinking and saying that I'm living in a cage. Well no, I don't feel like a captive. I just feel that nothing's new. To think, I just came back. This is the thing that I've always known I'd be facing sooner or later. If you get bored as fast as I do, then brace yourself. College IS a blast, I guess, then again you can only spend so long a time with it that it becomes predictable. Home was all I could ever think of two weeks ago. And now that I'm here, I find myself thinking of ways of entertainment. It won't be a while now before I can say all of this is getting so old already...AGAIN. It seems as though that's everything I can say whenever I get too used to things. HELP ME.

But then again, I just want to clarify that these complaints don't exactly lead to my saying that I can't wait for school to resume. Because honestly, I can. Despite Cotabato being so idle and ironically quiet, I don't want to abandon it yet. I still want to stay here first, rest if you may. WHATEVER.

So three cheers for me. And I'm really psyched. Finally, I can have a whole day with friends without having to think about what to do with the freak resolution...because there's really nothing to think about anymore. :D

In other news, I've been home for six days now. I know this thing has been long delayed but better late than never. So the first thing I noticed that changed was that the stall that sells NFA rice used to sell it for P18. I know, I used to see it almost every school day. When I came back, I was able to pass by it and I saw the sign that said the price is already P25 per kilo. Huh. Change.

Other than that, I guess nothing's new. It's still plain old (ironically) quiet Cotabato City - very much unlike the buzzling Quezon City where I've been staying for the past four or five months tops.

I did forget how big Georgia was though. I mean when I saw her, I wasn't really shocked or anything but when i hugged her, I guess it felt new that she was so soft. FATS. LOL

So with other things, I keep coming back to AES. BUT things don't actually seem foreign. The only change I could basically voice out is that when I go there now, I feel really shy. :| Oh well.

I guess I'm thinking like this now because I'm all alone in the dorm and have nothing better to do.

Nonetheless, I'm still excited to go home. I just really didn't expect goodbyes (for this sem) would also feel...sad. I'll miss XX1 like reaaaaaaaaaally. :)